Pensamientos y Esperanzas

in english?? thoughts and hopes

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Location: Anderson, Indiana, United States

I currently am living in the Republica Dominicana... I should be back in the states around Christmas time. I have a shuttering fear of touching cotton balls. I shave my arms. I'm almost always barefoot and I refuse to wear anything on my feet except my Chacos. I'm not a morning person. I win the bed-head competition every morning. I am a compulsive tooth brusher. Furry teeth make me cringe. I speak Spanish. If you can't find me, I am probably outside. My laugh is said to be contagious. I want to be Dr. Quinn when i grow up. I have 5ish tattoos. Huge sunglasses make me happy. I love to read raunchy romance novels. I am a poet. Sunflowers are more than just a flower.

Monday, October 22, 2007

Lonely is the heart which hides in fear.
Nervous, bruised, trembling.
Hiding beneath lust and failed attempts at loving the broken.

Bleeding is the heart which relives guilt.
Pained, scarred, seeping.
Reliving the past as though it is sentenced the fate of purgatory.

Lying is the heart which seeks passion.
Used, broken, lost.
Seeking unconditional love in which it is unable to contain.

Lonely, Bleeding, Lying
Nervous, Pained, Used
Bruised, Scarred, Broken
Trembling, Seeping, Lost
Hiding, Reliving, Seeking,
Yet an unfit vessel for what is desires, for what deserves.

Surrounded, Healed, Graced.
Calm, Healthy, New
Undamaged, Smooth, Whole
Comforted, Purified, Living
Brave, Rejuvenated, Found
I have seen the light My Gracious Lord radiates, I claim Him as my Savior.