Pensamientos y Esperanzas

in english?? thoughts and hopes

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Location: Anderson, Indiana, United States

I currently am living in the Republica Dominicana... I should be back in the states around Christmas time. I have a shuttering fear of touching cotton balls. I shave my arms. I'm almost always barefoot and I refuse to wear anything on my feet except my Chacos. I'm not a morning person. I win the bed-head competition every morning. I am a compulsive tooth brusher. Furry teeth make me cringe. I speak Spanish. If you can't find me, I am probably outside. My laugh is said to be contagious. I want to be Dr. Quinn when i grow up. I have 5ish tattoos. Huge sunglasses make me happy. I love to read raunchy romance novels. I am a poet. Sunflowers are more than just a flower.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Cigarettes
Got my headlights shining
Down an old dirt road
Smoke my cigarettes
I should quit, i know
The radio's playing
Old country songs
Someone's leaving
Someone's cheating
On and on
I think i might like
The quiet nights
Of this empty life
'cause someday maybe somebody
Will love me like i need
And someday i won't have to prove
Cause somebody will see
All my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes
And this old dirt road
See I left another
Good man tonight
I wonder if he'll miss me
Lord knows I tried
But I think that maybe
The thing that I did wrong
Is put up with this bullshit for far too long
I think i might like
The quiet nights
Of this empty life
'cause someday maybe somebody
Will love me like i need
And someday i won't have to prove
Cause somebody will see
All my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes
And this old dirt roadI ain't gonna sleep
I don't want to dream about
The things that i used to be
I ain't gonna cry
Don't wanna live a lie
I'm just gonna drive

this is me ... my empty life and cigarettes