Pensamientos y Esperanzas

in english?? thoughts and hopes

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Location: Anderson, Indiana, United States

I currently am living in the Republica Dominicana... I should be back in the states around Christmas time. I have a shuttering fear of touching cotton balls. I shave my arms. I'm almost always barefoot and I refuse to wear anything on my feet except my Chacos. I'm not a morning person. I win the bed-head competition every morning. I am a compulsive tooth brusher. Furry teeth make me cringe. I speak Spanish. If you can't find me, I am probably outside. My laugh is said to be contagious. I want to be Dr. Quinn when i grow up. I have 5ish tattoos. Huge sunglasses make me happy. I love to read raunchy romance novels. I am a poet. Sunflowers are more than just a flower.

Monday, October 27, 2008

I live in a world of unusual behavior.
Where chickens roam the streets followed closely by their young.
In this world I am unable to blend into the background, I can not solely observe this active life.

Yet there is no choice to be made, I am forced onto center stage.
With light blinding my view, my correctly spoken lines are muttled by a foreign tone.
I do not belong here with my olive skin, green eyes, and auburn waves encasing my back.
From my sandled feet to the bright array of thrift store dresses-- they can label me at first sight-- from a distance.
Some adore me in ways lacking purity
They long to find a dark alley for intimate interaction-- falsely labeled.
Others refuse to meet my eyes, act as those I am invisible, and behave as though I lack essential needs.

This is my frustration-- not this country.
As my heart falls and rises with each passing day.
I seek renewal along with life --- in this pursuit to find my place.

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