Pensamientos y Esperanzas

in english?? thoughts and hopes

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Location: Anderson, Indiana, United States

I currently am living in the Republica Dominicana... I should be back in the states around Christmas time. I have a shuttering fear of touching cotton balls. I shave my arms. I'm almost always barefoot and I refuse to wear anything on my feet except my Chacos. I'm not a morning person. I win the bed-head competition every morning. I am a compulsive tooth brusher. Furry teeth make me cringe. I speak Spanish. If you can't find me, I am probably outside. My laugh is said to be contagious. I want to be Dr. Quinn when i grow up. I have 5ish tattoos. Huge sunglasses make me happy. I love to read raunchy romance novels. I am a poet. Sunflowers are more than just a flower.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Why is it that in order for others to believe in you, you have to believe in yourself first. Why can't someone believe in you with such a fierceness that you learn to do it too. Or is it just that those you want to help you believe don't and you see past those who do. And all those 'prized' people in your life put you down in different ways in order to use you and break you down further.

DAMN IT ALL TO MOTHERFUCKING HELL

I am BEAUTIFUL.
I am PRECIOUS.
I am WORTHY.
My HEART DEFINES ME, not my past.
I am THIN enough. I am not fat.
I deserve to be LOVED, not used.
Protect me, love me, hold me tight, kiss my forehead, support my dreams, make me feel beautiful.

FOR I DESERVE ALL THIS AND SO MUCH MORE.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I believe in you! And I love you more than I could ever say. You DEFINATELY deserve all that and more. I hope you know you can count on me, I'll always be here. ~fatty

6:03 PM  

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