Pensamientos y Esperanzas

in english?? thoughts and hopes

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Location: Anderson, Indiana, United States

I currently am living in the Republica Dominicana... I should be back in the states around Christmas time. I have a shuttering fear of touching cotton balls. I shave my arms. I'm almost always barefoot and I refuse to wear anything on my feet except my Chacos. I'm not a morning person. I win the bed-head competition every morning. I am a compulsive tooth brusher. Furry teeth make me cringe. I speak Spanish. If you can't find me, I am probably outside. My laugh is said to be contagious. I want to be Dr. Quinn when i grow up. I have 5ish tattoos. Huge sunglasses make me happy. I love to read raunchy romance novels. I am a poet. Sunflowers are more than just a flower.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Life and fear have joined in unity.
Life is no longer lived the way our Father intended.
A life lived loving, a life full of zeal, a life of truth and trust.
Instead, our lives are unsteady and blinded by the past,
by layer upon layer of scar tissue.
Each new layer placed on top of the last.
Unhealed and infected.
Seen only through empty eyes, emotionless, nearly lifeless.

Lost, untrusted, untrusting.
Pulling away from family and friends.
Habitually gathering the practiced emotions from deep inside.
Pushing them to the surface as expected.

Be strong.
Weakness forms victims.
Fear forms walls.

Grace is the only freedom from this life of self-torture.
Yet, it feels as though it is not within our grasp.
Time is the warden slamming the jail cell shut.
Peace is the key, hidden in our lonely hearts.

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