COMPLICATED
I'm so scared that the way I feel,Is written all over my face.
When you walk into the room,I wanna find a hiding place.
We used to laugh, we used to hug, the way that old friends do.
But now, a smile and a touch of your hand,Just makes me come unglued.
Such a contridiction, do I lie or tell the truth.
Is it fact or fiction,Oh the way I feel for you.
So complicated, I'm so frustrated.
I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay.
Should I say it? Should I tell you how I feel?
Oh, I want you to know.But then again, I don't.
It's so complicated.
Oh..just when I think I'm under control.
I think I finally got a grip.
Another friend tells me that,
My name is always on your lips.
They say I'm more than just a friend, they say I must be blind.
Well, I admit that I've seen you watch me from the corner of your eye.
Oh, It's so confusing. I wish you'd just confess.
But think of what I'd be losing, if your answer wasn't yes.
So complicated I'm so frustrated,
I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay.
Should I say it, should I tell you how I feel.
Oh I want you to know, but then again I don't,
It's so complicated.Oh, I hate it.
'Cuz I've waited so long for someone like you Oh, what do I do.
Oh should I say it.Should I tell you how I feel.
I want you to know,but then again I don't.
It's so complicated..It's so complicated..It's so complicated.Ohh..
-Carolyn Dawn Johnson

I need... I want... I DESIRVE to feel protected. Confused is not protected. Protect me as a friend. AS a sister in CHRIST.... AS ______________. (whatever you feel goes in the blank.)
AS i pray for patients.